drowning...

 So many things that i would achieve in life. But i always belief The Almighty had a better plan for me. Maybe if i proceed with the other way, i would not have what i have today. I might be working somewhere in middle east but i may not have a savings like what i already had today. Tell me about the temptations and all the luxury goods temptation. Like what i always told myself "its a sin if im not buying it" lol! i dont know if that phrase even really exist in real life situation.

This will be a good year to generate more income to those working abroad as the myr currency is really low and if u change the money u will get more. I try my best not to fall into any of the temptations because i know all of that always can wait. I wanted to lead a very simple life. read:not stuck with any financial loan, have ample savings for rainy days and can do and can eat what i want  in life.I dont want to be like certain people , flashing their branded goods at all times but in reality no savings no nothing but debt. its not that i never have any indeed im a big fan of louis vuitton, dior and burberry but i spend wisely. I always bought those from outlets shopping spree whereby the markdown of the price is alottt! except for lv hahahah i need to save some money for it. i cannot digest when people want to borrow others money just because they want to fullfill what they want in life. come on. hey! if others can save the money and spend wisely why cant you. people already gave you all the priviledges.U cannot depends on people's courtesy at all times. what i noticed  this kind of people always talk bad about others when people never fulfilled what they want. ey hello!!? thats their money not yours and they are also burden with their financial problem. i once asked this lady, "if u re in their shoes can you do the same? " dangggggg she cant answer me and her facial expression changed. well, you should place yourselves in other's condition then u will be able to understand people.yes that person might be filthy rich to your eyes but they might want to save the money or they might have a lot of commitments. the money is mean for themselves its not for u. 

Anyway, there s alot of things going on in my life that i cannot spill it here. im literrally stucked here forever. i always become the punching bag, a saviour when other's in need and tossed me in the bin when they re not in need. Morale of the story, dont sacrifice so much to others , they will not appreaciate it but they will talk bad about you instead. especially families.